Monday, February 28, 2005

In time

In time I’ll believe it was just an illusion
In time I’ll believe it was only a dream

I still hear your voice from across the oceans
I still see your face in everything I see

The windows hide the rain and the mist
But it cannot mask the sound of tears
I heed your call of love and bravery
But I cannot see the path that leads to you

In time I’ll believe it was just an illusion
In time I’ll believe it was only a dream

Til then I’ll keep watch over the seas
Til then I’ll go on walking the shores

The birds migrating from the South arrives
They bring news of the changing currents
They call out to all who await lovers
That they may serenade pairs at twilight

I wait for you from the shadows
But the sun unveils no one
I wait for you at the crashing cliffs
But the gulls warn me no more

Friday, February 25, 2005

New love

Out of trials and obstacles
Among the rocks and shadows
Drawing comfort and warmth from one another
An unexpected love emerges
So begins the journey of these two lovers
May their relationship be one
Of trust, respect and love
So mote it be


~ For Aaron and Dan

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Gataki

Cat, when are you coming back?
You wait and see.
Don’t play coy with me. I need to know.
Why the impatience? Time is free. Time is inconsequential, gataki.
I don’t like not knowing.
But that’s the magic of it. The mystery of it. Imagine the air sizzling with anticipation. When you least expect it, I’ll snuck up on you. Think of the thrill.
The last time you did that, I nearly made a fool of myself.
What? Couldn’t handle the heat?
When. Are. You. Coming. Back.
In time, gataki. In time.
I need to put a bell on you.
If you catch me.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

11.30pm

The TV’s off, it’s 11.30 at night
But still she sits, staring at nothing
It’s late, it’s time for bed
But still she avoids the emptiness awaiting

Draw the curtain, she looks out
Turn the corner, look up my window
Open the glass, she leans out
Stop the car, watch me at my window

A lingering smell of perfume
From out of nowhere, drifts in
Drifting, dreamy
Catch it, like catching youth flying by
Halt its speedy dance
Before it misses chance

Perchance it teaches a lesson
as age marches on unhesitant (steadfast)
To humans whose mortality beckons like a flame
in the dark unlit skies (starless)
Mayhap, one hears a song unsung
of broken dreams and buried arrows
That never saw the light of day
in its wilderness of sorrows
That never once dared the risk
of the burning fields of ‘Hell, come what may’

Close the window, off the lights
Touch the door, don’t look back
Tomorrow is another night
Tonight is but a dream away

May it be dreamless

Monday, February 07, 2005

Hypnagogia Part 2.

Catnap on a Monday late morning.... go figure...


So what’s yours like?
Sporting, beautiful and brilliant. What about yours?
Eccentric, kooky,… and sexy.
Brian choked. Yo, man. You’re so gone.
He chugged down the coke. You’re telling me. I’m taking her.
Suit yourself.
He got up and tugged her arm. Let’s go.
Where to? If it aint cold, I aint goin’.
You want cold? I can do that.
And bubble milk tea. Gotta have that too.
Bubble milk tea and cold. Got it.
How about them? Aren’t they tagging along?
Nope. They got other plans. Something along the lines of balls.
What?
Tennis.
Oh. Fine. Mmm, where we’re going, anywhere that I can catch a catnap?
Oh, sure. This place allows you to crash. Nice couches.
Cool. I need to crash with my bubble.
Bubb… oh yeah, your tea.

Half an hour later. You’re right. This is cool.
Naturally.
Cocky.
That too. He grinned when she chuckled.
An apron walked up.
What d’ya want, G?
The usual, Sam. The lady here wants bubble milk tea… flavour? He glanced over at her.
Original, thank you.
But, of course. Original bubble, Sam, and dim the lights a little at this corner? We’re gonna catch some Zs.
No prob, hon. Be back. And the apron glided off on air pumps.
You sure it’s alright to lie here and snooze?
Hey, don’t worry about it. I’ll watch out for you. You don’t snore, do you?
I’ll refrain from doing so in public.
Just checking. How long you need?
Fifteen to twenty. You?
Ten to fifteen. Go ahead.

He looked on as she laid down flat on her back and made herself comfortable, opened her palms and feet open at 30 degrees, her usual yoga style.

You sleep like roadkill usually?
This is the corpse pose. Nudges you along calm and sleep.
He raised his eyebrows. Okie. And he snuggled down on the other couch himself, crossed his arms on his chest.

She turned her head to peer at him.
You sleep like a mummy embalmed usually?
Brings over the concerned chicks to check if I’m well and alive.
She chortled. Okie.

They napped in comfortable silence, each quietly noting Sam’s softened steps and the dull chink of glasses on the table. She reached out for a sip, then she settled back.

Ten minutes later, He got up and took his mocha. He watched her chest rise and fall gently. Then he laid back down. He heard her shift a little.
You awake? He asked.
No, actually I’m floating above my body and sneering down at your rendition of King Tut.
He chuckled. His phone rang. He merely pressed a button on his earpiece. Yeah?
Yo, G. Whatcha doing?
Waiting for roadkill here to miraculously rise from her comatose.
Hey.
Wow, G. You really knocked her off her feet. I’m impressed. But do you have to do it on Barbara’s couch? It’s public, you know.
Shut up, Brian.
Listen, when your kill’s conscious, let’s meet up for eats.
If she ever regains consciousness.
I am breathing over here, you know.



Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I, Creation

I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna know
The truth is naked pain
The truth is a hated name
I don't care what you say
I don't care that you pray
The cold is shocking
The heart is chilling
The senses are dying
If you touch me now
You will find that I am hollow

I am only an illusion of people’s perception
I am only a congregation of deception
Everyone’s monstrous creation